4:38AM Jan 10,2013
Shock. Awe. Worship.
The incredible sovereignty of God is overwhelming me like a Technicolor
dream, quite literally, without any illegal drug consumption. At this moment my life partner and soul mate
from God sleeps, and I am so thankful he can.
God gave Him what he needed to respond in faith, wisdom and clarity when
my body and mind could not. His life
experience, upbringing and intuition all God given kicked into overdrive when
all those things in me flew the coop.
Now, I can’t sleep. It’s kinda
ironic. I am not a medical professional,
and I don’t pretend to be able to understand what’s taking place in my
body. But, I would imagine it’s the
epinephrine (adrenaline) surging through me from the shots I’ve had (3 in a
smallish time frame). So, my brain is in
overdrive, dreams feel real, and my mind won’t stop. I have this perma “ice cream headache” and
can’t get my head to just STOP. It
doesn’t feel good physically, and yet the surreal peace of God floods every
part of my being. I am speechless with
praise. What God can do is
supernatural. I always knew that, would
tell you confidently I believed that. I
can say from an angle of God given experience that only He could have
orchestrated, HE IS AWESOME.
WOW. Tears stream
down my face, and I pause, physically exhausted, mentally overstimulated……
Amazed. Humbled. Wanting to write just to put these thoughts
down somewhere so I can look at them again, to set up altars of worship, memories of
God at work. He did this. He alone gets praise. Do not, please do not cheapen the recent events of
our lives by in any way giving us any glory.
It was God. Wholly, completely GOD.
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